Tears rained down 50 year old cheeks
Four more years - she’d be counting the weeks
‘Til she’d be free for what every woman seeks -
Warm and cherishing love - a little something more.
patty fern love – Copyright 2011
Tears rained down 50 year old cheeks
Four more years - she’d be counting the weeks
‘Til she’d be free for what every woman seeks -
Warm and cherishing love - a little something more.
patty fern love – Copyright 2011
A Gift From The Sea
Enlightened me
Helped me to be
Alone by the sea
Simplicity
Serenity
Welcoming me
Alone by the sea
Simplicity
Serenity
Unfolding me
Alone by the sea
Simplicity
Serenity
Emptying me
Alone by the sea
Simplicity
Serenity
Space inside me
Alone by the sea
Simplicity
Serenity
Beauty in me
Alone by the sea
Filling up me
For days to be
Lonely for me
Alone by the sea
Copyright 2011 patty love
i am thankful to have two families -
one who gives me Love,
the other who gave me life
i recognize them by their faces when they greet me -
Love’s reflection shines in the eyes and smiles of one as they warmly initiate or return my hug beckoning me closer,
pain’s darkness meets me in the faces of the others repelling us like magnets of the same pole as we each stay on our safer side of fear’s fence
i carry the energy of each inside me -
the boundless Love that shines brighter each day and sweeps me toward my passions, self-care, and allows me to complete my mission as a dispenser of unconditional Love,
the dark dusty corners of my youth when i forget who I am or take an unintentional wrong turn and lose my way from Light
sometimes I am confused temporarily -
wolves disguised as sheep seek the warmth of my heart and my Love welcomes the sheep closer until the wolf’s rank odor penetrates my awareness and I awaken to the darkness lurking beneath the sheep’s false shell,
sometimes my own darkness recognizes its reflection too quickly in another and my fear of being swallowed in the black hole of pain causes me to run without seeing the greater Love that lives in that sould too
i am grateful for each -
those who give Love allow me to see the darkness of broken places and bring Light and gently healing to them,
those who bring darkness help me see where i’ve been and invite me to find my own Light and stand in it bravely and firmly
thank you for these opportunities
i love you all
Underneath the waves of disturbance,
In the storm-rocked seas
Live my deeper feelings,
That bring me to my knees.
One is the Love of The Earth
and all the beings there.
Two is the blue-eyed son
with the dark and curly hair.
Three is my beloved
who is I know not where.
Breathing down deeply within the spaces of my heart,
Distractions fall away and offer a new start.
I find that I am full, within this empty space.
Love is all there is. Peaceful smile illuminates my face.
“Hey there,” she called unsurely to the sitting man reading a book.
He, taller than she remembered, smiled with a happy, friendly look.
He rose from the table and greeted her more warmly than most she known. Then,
they began their journey together, along a path to a place she had not been.
“I presume we’ll be good friends,” seemed to be the first thing he said.
Surprised by his certain declaration, those words still linger in her head.
“Dismount” read the sign and they shared an awkward first chuckle,
She could feel it then, unexpected, as her knees began to buckle.
As he thoughtfully suggested, she had worn her walking shoes.
She listened while he shared, laid himself bare, and, with humor, amused.
His kindness, his warmth, his earnest quest to inspire
all shown brightly, precious life not to pass lightly, well-being his desire.
In the warm sun, with warm hearts, the miles and time flew by.
Over lunch, she spoke of chasing dreams, the days she felt like she could fly.
With a wistful tear, she shared her deep wish to feel that way again.
Encouraging her that day would come, he was already a friend.
Returning home up the hill, through the woods, passing the railing,
she asked careful questions. He shared his growth, the questions, the failing.
They paused at the last curve by the water to soak up one more awesome look
of the autumn leaves reflecting in the canal –like pictures in a coffee table book.
A few stairs, a few more steps, and a reluctant hug that came too soon,
She closed the car door, felt her heart pound as her soul began to swoon.
She felt the thudding click of The Cogs turning The Gears of The Universe as they aligned
It felt that the hand of Destiny held the pen. Their next chapter had just been signed.
Many questions still unanswered of what will come from that day -the sixth of October
Still the rightness is certain, the connection persists with the zeal of the drunk finally sober.
Amid all the future’s uncertainties, she knows sure she’ll never again be the same
for she has been touched by the soul, the spirit, The One with Craig for his name.
©2010 patty (fern) love
Current
Rushes of passion
And
Vibrant
Inner callings demanding my attention,
Now.
Go! Do
Something!
patty (fern) love
Copyright 2010
The rising sun’s reflections on misty, mirror-topped lake
Reveal my imperfections, the changes I must make
To be calm like the waters through dark, mysterious Night
To begin the day in stillness, rising gently with the light
To breathe my inner silence and rest in that clear space
To revel in Sunlight’s warm Love shining on my face
To listen with my ears open, hearing the loon’s call
To hear my inner stirrings, honoring them all
To move through my days gently, allowing for the breeze
To flow along with changes adjusting gently and with ease
To live each day in Beauty so when the Night does come
I’ll feel my inner fullness and be peaceful that it’s done.
Where does Love go
when it fades one day?
Does it end up with lost socks
the washer stole away?
Shining through the
Mirky
Inside,
Light
Emerges